Should Have

by A.N.M. - Pisces

I should've hugged you
That day you came home
Embarrassed and humbled...
I should have known!

I should've said, "I love you!"
As we passed in the hall...
You tickled my tummy---
I put up my wall.

I should've sat next to you
And watched some T.V....
But there you sat all alone
With your thoughts...without me

Without ANY of us...your three boys
And one "woman child"...
You must have felt so detatched---
So completely beguiled...

You needed our COMFORT!
You needed SUPPORT!
But we were out playing
Some game or some sport.

I should've hugged you!
And kissed your sweet face!
Should've said that I loved you
And helped you erase

All the pain and the guilt
That you constantly beared!
But I didn't...And you must
Have felt nobody cared!

So, now you are gone...
Your thoughts drove you away...
Drowned in the "drink"....
Maybe NOW you're O.K.....

Should have told you, "I love you!"
Well I say it this day!!!
Can you hear me dad? Hear me!!!
In my heart you will stay!
And in peace you are resting...
This I hope and I pray.









 



Reason for writing:

    My father was a doctor, loving husband, caring dad...But unfortunately he succumbed to the bottle...to his death.    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2005-09-12 23:07:52
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:53
Poem ID: 70939

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