do i need a change... eveythings the same... people never understand... the shit that ive been through.... maybe im feeling sorry for myself... but i have a feeling so would you.. i cant move on... cant do whats right.... night after night... i continue to fight.... the bullshit in my mind... that makes these rash decisions... i think im headed, for just another collision.. another bad choice.. not made by my own voice.... but the fuckers in my head.. i swear they want me dead.... should i listen again.. and let them be my freinds... or maybe ill; move on... just learn to let the fuck go.. lave them all alone... and let them fuckers know.. they cant control me.. at least the real one... and from here on out ill say fuck you.. and look up to the sun... just get them off my chest.. and show ive learned whats best... put me to the test... just another badge on my chest... i hope i make it through.. this...another hard time.... can i do it myself again... i guess the decision is mine..
Reason for writing:
im scared i might be looking down the wrong path and im heading towards a really bad decision....dont know how to stop this.....cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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