Hooked

by A.N.M. - Pisces

Ug!!!.....
I hate this!!
Having to realize
My demise...

Crap!...
I KNOW this!...
This part of me
That's so unwise...

I'm hurting...
And I KNOW...
I know the
Reason why!...

Stupid! Stupid!
I knew better!
What a crock!...
Lock and stock!...

Getting hooked on
"Feeling better"
Not my fault!
And so I talk...

Accident...and so it went
A crippled knee
And woe is me....
Addicted to
Being pain free!

The "chemical" 
Is what I seek!
Man, how ugly, dumb
And weak

I am "hurting"
What a "freak"...
Never knew I'd
Be so weak.....

Hooked.



 


Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2005-09-30 17:13:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:53
Poem ID: 70962

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