too close to home

by Elisa Hinson - Aquarius

seems as though
life is hard enough
for some

without others
inflicting injustice

but then again,
maybe not

it is noon
on Saturday
my street is clean
and quiet
and all the 
children are inside

watched over by 
terrified mothers
behind locked doors

last weekend they
rode their bikes
and danced in the
sprinklers

free and screaming
     loud

yesterday one
rode her bike home
from school

to a home wrapped
in crime scene tape
crawling with cops
and news crews

a new word circulating
on the mouths of the
neighborhood kids

rape

ever explained that
to a nine year old kid?

or the toddler
it happened to

when her grandmother
opened the door
to a utility uniform 
and badge

and they warn us
he's armed and dangerous
and not to open the doors
to strangers

well, no shit...
but i know, i would have
opened that door too.

i mean you just don't fuck
with the light man.
not when it's hittin' a
hundred outside...and who knows
if you paid the bill

and it was two doors down
but the effect has been felt 
all over

doors locked tight
and nosy onlookers cruising
slow after each newscast

no mowers humming along
or kids knocking on the door
or moms tooling out in the garden

not even a soul out tinkering
under the hood

height of suburbia 
blown to pieces

and a grandmother just
raising her grandchildren
violated in her own home

along with her grandchild

something so seriously fucked
up with that
and i know this
isn't necessarily poetic
but in a way cathartic
to just see these words
on this screen

so ugly and real
and scary

and here.












Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2005-10-01 13:51:35
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:53
Poem ID: 70963

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