problems

by cipher - Aries

peacefulness....
there it is...
never meant to be mine...
this time....
is slipping...
further and faster..
than i ever imagined....
ahh imagination...just imagine..
pretend....
lie to myself...
itll be ok...
today....
but...tomorrow..
calls for rain showers..
if only....i could stay..
today...
its where im at..
but am i meant to be...
here amongst you...
loving....living....
life?
hurting...feeling...
life?
do i want to..
something inside me asks...
alas....it moves so fast...
am i in between...
heaven and hell...
that question perplexing...
and vexing....oh well....
its my attitude...
having never been fixed...
a problematic fucker...
all these emotions...so mixed...
oh well....here i am...
today...
with nothing real special to say...
shit...i dont even listen to myself...
but hey...who does...
or should....
i guess its all good...
i just wish....sometimes...
i was the one who understood

Reason for writing:

    doesnt really make sense....just something out of my journal......cipher    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2005-10-07 01:53:45
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:53
Poem ID: 70973

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