sorry for everything..
i ever did...
all of the happiness...
i always hid...
precious time was wasted...
on both our behalfs...
too much sadness...
not enough laughs...
1 year and 1 half...
of our lives we spent..
and with nothing to show for it...
its hard to tell where it went...
so many days...
spent so alone...
even when you were right next to me...
it wasnt my "home"....
we werent meant to be...
connected as one....
and i couldnt let go...
even when i knew it was done...
so...sorry for everything....
i knew was wrong...
i lied to you and myself...
for much too long.....
now that your not here...
so far away...
i hope i cand find "myself"...
and we can see each other happy....some day.
Reason for writing:
about loss........cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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