pretend... not to feel... these emotions so real.. but.....as i start to peel.... away from myself.... i place all my sadness.. up on that shelf.... right next to my anger... above my lost dreams... i stopped the voices in my head.... ive muffled those screams... a better person.... i hope lies underneath.... this ficade of anger.... constant disbelief... ive lied to myself... for so many years... ive given in to it ALL... the tears....the fears.... and now that i realize.... whats fucked up and why.... i wonder to myself... why i still cry... maybe there tears of joy.... for this "man"... who ventured away... from that scared little boy...
Reason for writing:
i think i might be getting better at handling the shit in my life...cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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