as this life passes me by... i watch the stars fall from the sky.... just like the tears streaming down my face.... as my mind wanders...into space... all alone...expanding my mind.... reflective....contmplative.... hoping to find.... a metaphor....to maybe make sense... of my planet so extreme..so very dense.... as i float further away... theres nobody near...to hear what i say... no one to judge...or hold onto a grudge.... no bad vibes whatsoever... almost like i control everything... MY emotional weather.... gravity thickens....atmosphere grows thin..... alone in my spacesuit...i barely fit in... it seems iver gained weight... my emotional baggage.... suspended in time.... is no longer so savage... i know when i return... my feeling will be replaced.. with an open templet... erased by space.... i wonder what god felt.... being able to create a new world... decisions on everything.... actions like verbs.... creating the limits..and free will to decide... how much happiness....how many times to cry... this is MY world... to bend and manipulate.... when im done creating... i hope its not too late.. to visit the past.... reflect on my old "home".... i forgot how nice.... it feels to be all alone... shot into orbit.... earthbound again.... to realize with no regret.... with my emotions i bend... and shape inot place.. new attitude...new outlook... returning from space... as i land...firmly on the ground... i reach into my pocket..... guess what i found.... a return pass and pictures.... from my trip out to space..... wow..i look happy... just look at that face...
Reason for writing:
the time for change is now and i think i might be becoming the person ive been struggling to become....cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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