More questions continue to plague my mind. The situation that I'm living through right now is tearing apart the last bit of sanity I have. I lost one son, then CPS takes my oldest away from me. I do all that they say so that I may have him home with his family. All of the hoops I jump through to one day have my son back in my life seems to get me nowhere. They don't want him home, they want to keep him away from his mother and I forever. So what do I do? Every bit of hope and faith I have is being ripped from me by my premonitions that he won't come home. How can they do this to people who love their child so much with such heartlessness? So many questions with no answers. I hope my premonitions are wrong and I hope that one day I will wake to see my son in his room sleep once again.
Reason for writing:
The courts and CPS deem my wife and I unfit parents for our son and want to adopt him out. I was already hanging by a thread when it came to my soul, now it seems that I will fall. Had to release a little tension with writing this.
Birth sign: Scorpio
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