his first priority

by Tiana - Aries


I just want someone to love me 
I just want someone to see 
that no matter how thugged out I am 
I am still just me 
I still hurt and I still cry 
Im still human, I'm the same as you 
Is it to much to ask
to have someone love me
for more than just a piece of ass
a nice luscious piece of ass
is it to much to ask
for a man who comes home everynight 
a man to hold me tight
when I'm afraid
is it stupid to want real love
like you see on tv  
all I need is a good man to stand beside me
not some little punk
who's only in it for the game
for the drugs
for the money
for the thrill of drive bys 
is there such a man
a real man
who will take this thug style lady
and make her his own
I've done bad things
my life hasn't always been great
but everynight
i prayed
for something right
someone to stop my selfish ways
someone to protect me
from those fightful days
is he out there
does he exist
or is it only in my fantasies
sometimes I lie awake and wonder
do i have a future
hopefully not like that one of my mothers
so far i stayed smart
kept myself childless for a start
it hasnt been easy
had a couple of scares
 all those times made me think
of the things in a man i need 
he can be a thug he can be a gangster
he can be bad like me
aslong as he can love me
as long as he can protect me
and devote himself only to me
  all i need
is a man to make me
his first priority
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2005-11-16 14:50:22
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:55
Poem ID: 71052

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