I'm independent always have been i can stand my own when i have to i'm always the first one to fight for a friend some girls look at me with fear in their eyes they think I'm a bad bitch they are afraid to say hi they think I'm scary they know I'm tough but all I really want is someone to love old people shake their heads at me such a pretty face they say but that bad attitude needs to change I worked a few fast food places when I was younger I never smiled the customers always complained said I was rude I didn't care i was just passing time besides I never really had anything to smile about I spent my life blaming my mother for everything bad in my life but it wasn't her fault she couldn't even take care of herself just ask my father she was a lousy fucking wife she like to drink vodka straight from the bottle and i became the little whore who ruined her body my father was a mafia memeber the mexican mafia as far back as i could remember we always had people over big bald mexicans with tattoos big bald mexicans that grew to lust after me as i got older sometimes they would try to make a move but i just tell my daddy and they were never seen again i was his little mafia princess he had big dreams for me but i just wanted to be me i never went to church never had a family outing we were always moving my dad was alway shouting and shooting he wasn't afraid he was tough maybe that's why my momma like to drink cause he never knew how to love he was a bad boy i guess that's why i like men with from the rougher side daddy is doing five to ten for a little traffickin that's what the paper said momma's at home with a new boyfriend she sleeps all day and drinks all night so when people ask why i never smile with my life you have to askBirth sign: Aries
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