I have fought so hard to survive tried for years just to keep my life from disappearing into the ground at Grovers Cementary number nine I have stumbled, I tripped but I got right back up and started all over again I've beat all the odds ran from the law fought with my mother when she was right even though I was convinced she was wrong I hid in alleys from the cops when I didn't do right kept my mouth shut when my boys where out at night doing bad things I had their backs no matter what I have been in so many fights with bitches at school sometimes they didn't deserve the shit I would do some of them I felt sorry for they'd beg me to stop but I kept pounding until my pain didn't hurt until the anger was gone I fought this one girl her name was Britney she was pretty well she was pretty my man liked her he liked her body and sometimes he'd talk about her in front of me it made me angry i hated her even though i knew i was prettier than her it didnt matter i couldnt stand the fact that my man wanted her so I fought my conscience and messed up her face she had to have stitches and the charges were placed assult and battery against a rich bitch is never good when you are the one being charged my man didn't want her after that fuck he didnt even want me i felt bad but that's the way life had to be I'm not proud of who I am or what I have done You probably think I'm a poor excuse for a person maybe you are right but I don't care what you think this is my life maybe I am afraid afraid of being weak afraid of letting myself lose all my strength my girls would have never let me forget it if I wouldn't have kicked her ass I'd be the joke of the party sometimes I wish I could take it all back make things right and forget about him it's not like she would have given him a chance he was a thug a gangster to her he was mexican trash but I had to defend what i thought was mine so I made her cry made her feel pain over and over again but that's the way things have to be when you are living your life as me
Reason for writing:
i'm not proud of what i did but when you have a reputation you have to remain true and when another bitch is after your man you have to stand up and let her know
Birth sign: Aries
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