He spoke to me today. Told me he felt the same. And my head started spinin. Again. All those feeling I tried to hide. Came rushing back to me. From the inside. And tho I told it to be gone. It kept me from movin on. It tore me apart. It wouldnt set me free. So now I have to decide. Do I love him? Or shall I stay right where I am? And wonder what would have been. Do I tell my heart not to cry? When really I jus want to die. Love is this. And this is what I kno. The slowest form of suicide. Yet,im still tryin to hide. So what should I do? Listen to my heart. Listen to my head. Which do I want instead?
Reason for writing:
Jus tryna write so I can get unconfused on if I do love my boyfriend right now or if I really want to be with this other guy.
Birth sign: Taurus
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