Sliding Doors

by Twan - Aries

Suffering from the hell I made
Needle in the ass from getting laid
Well when hell froze I chose
Lame people try to buy me drinks
slip drugs in so it's hard to think
No one would ever say, today
Hold my breath till I'm turning red
Only fuck with a bag on my head
Sometimes I wish I was, because
You watch as it all goes downhill
Change your body by taking their pills
I die to live, I can't, forgive
Flames around me burn the bottom of my
jeans and its so hot I can't cry
Confident I used to be, not me
I don't care if I'm wrong, cause I wait too long, Sliding doors close in my face

You want to say that the time is so right
But that time isn't coming tonight
The one that's always your first, is worst
I've been the one with the broken-up heart
And I've tried my best to keep us apart
You went down to find my soul, dark coal
War's for people who don't know about peace
Working inward to be last and not least
Evil men want to use and discard
I try my best to not be like they are
You wish I'd just go in, a sin
Who I loved is my business not yours
I don't care if you go to, whores
So keep your sliding doors closed

I wish I knew you when you were real.
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2006-01-27 02:29:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:57
Poem ID: 71165

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