2006 If I died 2006

by Jaired - Aries

If I happened ta get in 6 feet deep
I hope my soul will finally rest in peace
I'll war out vicious for what I believe
I will not punk out and leave
Hated and eliminated in this life
Its underrated, unseen in these streets
And I haven't ever had a women to call wife
But
I've come warm and adored many
And Love has never cost me a penny
Don't need sluts or hatas
Never played the game till I tried a playa
Got sick of it quick and see ya lata
Realized the lust of love is the real traitor
Just took a few steps back and thought hard
Never given the chance to rise behind barz
Truest shit coming from my heart
I never had to lie bout shit and try guard
I was honest with you all from the start
I hate my tattoos its like a scar
I feel like I'm being shoved into a concealed jar
Perhaps my wings were never meant to fly
Every girl I touched ended up saying goodbye
Been burned and hated so much it's not simple to cry
Every time I end up alone I wonder why I tired
For yearz my heart cried
But you don't see that shit Cause its inside
You don't even see it when U look in my eyes
I'm dying day by day
My pain rises so high
SO high I don't give a fuck if I live or I die
Tell my homeboyz to spill that liquor for me
Kiss all thouse hot shortyz for me
I give my kisses to the few who don't even know
These ladies are taken because they ain't even ho's
The kind I wished to be with
Perhaps the world would lighten up if I could feel UR kiss
I hope I get it one day even at a wake will do
If Heaven or hell comes it's sure better then me for you
I'm a soldier I'll die just once it's so true
Just remember how much I loved my friends and crew
And when They turned on me how I was so alone in the cold blue
But it's ok cause one day you will be buried alone too
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2006-03-09 02:42:40
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:59
Poem ID: 71239

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