dont know

by ALLYSON - Gemini

I can't think 
I cant breath
Whats wrong with me?

You say its done 
fo sure 
You say it was never real
but then 
why does it hurt so bad
to say good bye

I use to dream about staring you in the eyes
now i dream of tears falling from those eyes

Dont wanna hurt you
but it hurts so bad to say goodbye 
after all this time
to let you go
it feels like a sin

but sometimes 
sins gotta be let go

Thats what you were to me 
a sin to me

Felt so good
but it was o so bad

If it was all just one big lie
then why do i still cry
Maybe because
deep inside i still pray
i still pray to god to give you life
life of happieness
with or without me in it

Maybe its because
you made me feel complete 
like i was immortal 
floating on the clouds

But now i've come to see
that your were just my high
a high that wouldnt last.

My love is now my enamie
a challenge is all i can understand
i always have to do better then you
like a child fighting for attention
but why
why do i care
you forgot the simple things that made us happy
that made us one
and i forgot the meaning of trust
Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2006-04-07 01:16:17
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:00
Poem ID: 71292

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