The Death of my darling Part 2

by Jaired - Aries

My heart now is so weak
Subsequently as the darkness of my eyes grow bleak
Cloudy with distortion
When Rain won’t hold back
I become weak with drops in flows
Like there is no more tomorrow
For anything beautiful
Poignant in flashes of what I now Know

Tears
Descending
To lips that will never feel the life again
Or the willingness of touches commencing our sensual being
That dives straight to our hearts and unite by soul

My Cheeks are unprovoked
By the sensation
Of dank lines
The warm life in each teardrop
That falls away
Bare no chance
So I say to these tears that are not really pieces of me-
“Die with me”

My climax in hell cripples
After what felt like years
Pain finally collects the numb side of being




Still
The strenuous assault
Is beyond comparison
To anything I’ve endured
My mind is unfeeling
And shutting out everything
Even thoughts
I am shutting down
I am holding still…
Just still…
Capturing a moment of emptiness…
Without Visualizing…
The shock that is not as powerful as I Just hold still…
Slowly inhaling
And exhaling
On its last legs of a worse condition
Additional moments of wretched Silence…
I just hear you’re words
I just hear you’re voice all to clear
I just want to hold on for a little bit longer
But I’m already far from those strings that still hang above me as I 
Drift, fall, and loathe it all, just diminish away
Detach
And burn away
Combusting with every moment that passes I have thought about
Nothing in this world
But you…
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2006-04-09 22:46:52
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:00
Poem ID: 71300

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