The Death of my Darling Part 4

by Jaired - Aries

I’ve picked myself up
After what after seems the thousandth time
I start to pray with a stupidity
Asking for something that just won’t happen
Maybe
Somehow
But I know deep down
It’s not possible
That you will walk through those doors
And I will run to you
Hug you and never let you go without you taking me with you
I will beg you to let me go with you
I will say I am coming too

I can only dream of that now
But think more and more of death
I do the best
My fragile breaking little heart can do
And beat away
In a rush
That just rocked my world in the worst way
I am just a thought away
Like Romeo to closing his eyes for his Juliet
I just think deeply and what seems like an eternity
Trying to pull myself together
But just not quite yet…
In Spanish you first whispered it
Translating it for me
Because I claimed I’d die if I didn’t know
It’s as if you predicted
And warned me beforehand that it’s possible
And I didn’t know how precious our moments were few
And the accuracy of what you said-
Till today

It was the last thing you told me:

“If I could be anything when I die
I would be you’re tears when you cry
I would feel your face
And rest with peace upon you’re lips”

Reason for writing:

    Carl Sandburg is a poet who wrote that poetry is like a door that opens and closes, leaving us to guess what we just seen inside. I’d like this to be that kind of poem.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2006-04-09 22:49:21
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:00
Poem ID: 71302

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