No aspiration here

by Jaired - Aries

I don’t know much about writing
I just write
Sometimes I’m low and sad
Words are my illusion of friends I had
Sometimes I write angry
Other times I’m miserable
Or filled with Delinquency
Though I’m 20 now
I just can’t shake this immaturity away
I know I need it for today
So Dance this Pen away
And Trust me I don’t dance
And I don’t rap
I’m just different and Stuck in winter
I’m cold or I’m gonna Freeze to death
I present myself often as an overgrown child
Like I’m the kind to be producing Girls Gone wild
But you know I joke around, tease, and laugh because I need to smile
It’s been awhile since my last depression
It’s been awhile since I had a gun to my head in the mirrors reflection
This ghetto face
Those lifeless eyes that I can’t stand to stare back at
Because I’m living like its shits and giggles
Just a worm in the earth learning to wiggle
To proud to expose my tears to let em trickle
To much thoughts sometimes finding peace is staying simple
And I’m sorry Yall
If I lose your respect and all
I don’t expect you to answer if I were to call
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2006-04-11 04:02:12
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:00
Poem ID: 71307

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