WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY??

by Bamachick - Taurus

How come I do this to myself??
 When I kno you love me.
How come I always find myself feelin like this??
 When I kno you arent goin to leave.
Why am I down?
 And my God the Boy is beautiful when he smiles.
So why do I keep tellin myself you dont care??
 That youre jus gon leave me.
Am I this scared to fall in love with you???
 Even tho i kno i am.
Am i jus tryna get myself ready for whats going to happen??
 For you to walk out on me.
  And rip my heart into pieces.
   Just like the rest???
And I guess ill find out soon enough.

Reason for writing:

    Mi boyfriend.....    

Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 2006-07-08 01:36:16
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:02
Poem ID: 71421

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