Oh Please? Not again. I'm awake! Where the hell are the pills? Ambien, Valium, Seconal. Line em'up. I'll take em' all. Why? Cause the door never knocks. So called friends never call. There's the phone! Did you hear it ring? (NO!) Now I'm sitting in front of this stupid thing. As if I tipped it over,people who care would fall out, like toys from a box. There's the door; I'm telling you no one ever knocks! Some days if I don't have chemical help, I just lay in bed and fake, I pretend I'm not awake!
Reason for writing:
PISSED, ANGRY, HOMESICK, LONESOME IN A CROWD.NEED I SAY MORE? IT FEELS AS IF THE WHOLE WORLD HAS FLAT-LINED. SOMEBODY PLEASE MAKE ME FEEL GOOD? NOW THERE'S A TASK!
Birth sign: Leo
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