My letter to you

by Jaired - Aries

I'm writing you this letter, 
telling you how I feel, 
I am very hurt right now, 
I wish this wasn't Real

I just can't help myself 
I'm distracted and losing smarts
I have so much pain 
I feel like ripping your bestfriends apart. 

Why do you Say shit about me? 
especially to me, 
Am i suppose to be hurt
For all your bestfriends to see?

You said I won't see baby ever, 
it causes lots of pain 
especially when you're talking out of anger
All I hear is you complain...

I'm sick of your "Litte Girl tatics" when you deal with me
sick of all the times, 
tellin' me you loved me, 
when you Got a snake wating for us to break up so he can slither his way in
And you got a bitch on the side wishing for me to go away for good
Encouraging you to do what she sees

I can barely write this letter 
Sitting here with hatred on my mind
I wish it was something better 
Like Telling you i'm done doing crimes

I just wanted to tell you 
I'm only human I make mistakes
Your my only deepest best friend
Conrad and Jessica are only bitches and Fags

And I hope everything will be allright
I hope one day i get to make thouse Fuckers CRY
and guess what baby? 
I'm not scarred to let you know i want them both to die

I love you so deeply, 
I love you with all my heart
but the way you hurt me, 
You made my world Fall apart

well baby, 
these are my final words, 
Stop Fucking With my head with your threats
Because you won't ever fucking take baby away on me

I'd rather see you lose in a game of chase and scare you half to death
Then let you win and walk away with a baby thats MINE
You wouldn't be alive today if I honored my word with blood
DEAL WITH IT

just remember baby, 
I can act and B psycho too
I just want baby to have both of us and nobody else
"FUCK YOUR FRIENDS"

and forget that thought of ever having somone replace me as daddy
I'll hunt that Fucker down with a sawed off
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2007-01-07 09:02:47
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:05
Poem ID: 71579

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