My life has changed
I have changed
Since I first started
participating here
I read over and over
things I've thrown on here
Laughing at some of it
Labeling it
as crap
and some of it
as pretty damn potent
And then I wonder
if I'm even qualified
to be criticizing this
I question
whether I still possess
that detatched part of my head
the part I believe
that wrote that pretty damn
potent stuff
I wonder
if the lack of consequences
and increase of medications
bludgeoned it
from existance
Reason for writing:
I'll be honest, since I started writing again, I question whether I am still the kind of poet I want to be. Maybe I am fishing for comments from some of the seasoned posters I remember on here, telling me yah or na. Maybe I'm looking for some second opinions. But I know I don't trust my own opinion at the moment.
Birth sign: Gemini
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