SOMETHING SO SUDDEN.. COULD EASILY CHANGE YER LIFE... ITS NOT LIKE YOU WANT IT TO... DOES IT MATTER IF ITS RIGHT... WHOS TO SAY IT IS.... WHOS THE MAIN AUTHORITY.. WHAT IF YOU CHOOSE SOMETHING SO FRIGHTENING.. IT BECOMES YER NUMBER ONE PRIORITY... PUT YERSELF OUT THERE.. ONLY TO BE DENIED.. TO YOURSELF YOU MUST BE REAL... BUT ALSO BELIEVE YOUR LIES... MAYBE TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER... TO EASE INTO THAT SPOT... SO HOW DO YOU KNOW WHATS GONNA BE REAL.. AND WHAT MIGHT NOT... I ASK THESE QUESTIONS... TIME AFTER TIME... I TRY TO EXPLAIN THEM... RHYME AFTER RHYME... COULD YOU EVER ANSWER THEM... DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE... I WISH I COULD JUST WALK AWAY.... SO VERY FAR.... NOTHING LOST...NOTHING GAINED... NOTHING.....REMAINS THE SAME... THERES NOTHING HERE..FOR ME TO FEAR... BUT LEAVING HERE IN SHAME... SHOULD I SAY IT.. JUST BLURT IT OUT....AND LET THESE THOUGHTS BECOME WORDS... OR SHOULD I HIDE...JUST TURN AWAY...AND LEAVE THIS LESSON UNLEARNED.... OH THESE COMPLICATIONS.... THESE FEELINGS...THIS CONFUSION.... MAYBE IM JUST SOME STUPID GUY... LOST IN MY OWN DILLUSION... SO HERES MY FINAL THOUGHT.... ONE LAST TRY... TO MAKE MYSELF DO WHATS RIGHT.... TO NEVER AGAIN LIE..... IS IT RIGHT...IF ITS MY HEAD... AND I CONVINCE MYSELF OF SUCH.... ALL THIS SHIT...THESE THOUGHTS THESE WORDS... CAN GET TO BE TOO MUCH.... I GUESS IM GONNA JUMP ON IN... SETTING UP FOR DISCONTENT... AM I CONFUSED.....STILL DISALLUSED.... WILL I HAVE TO REPENT... ISNT THAT THE BEUTY THO... THE FALL BECOMES SO FAR.... EVEN TO JUMP.....OFF THIS HUMP.... ITS SO VERY FUCKING HARD.... WELL I GUESS ITS UP TO ME... HERE STUCK IN THOUGHT......ALONE... I GUESS WELL WAIT AND SEE.... IM JUST ANOTHER DRONE....
Reason for writing:
dont really know..
tho i never do
Birth sign: Aries
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