ive prepared for basically nothing.. lies behind these eyes.... ill never know why yer pushing... even if you saw through the disguise.. it wont be what you want... probably more than you could deal... your right fucking there arent you... how could it get anymore real.... ahhh words that slice like knives... wont even pierce the skin...... you really want to know me.... lets see....where to begin... emotionlesss.... tattered.... memories...... strewn about the floor... skeletons kept so secret and hidden.... lay behind every door.... the truth.....misguided somewhere.. my reality horribly askew.... as long as im ok with it all... why shouldnt you? peace of mind... happiness... lost...forgoteen ambition... seems there no use for dreams anymore... i feel like a fool even wishing.... i suppose theres always more.. than what meets our eye.... but whos real.. with how they feel... sometimes id wish id cry......
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Birth sign: Aries
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