remembering nothing.... i gain retrospective...emotions undeflected.... left unprotected...... quotes...and perhaps....a memory or two.... a few laps--es in judgement.... far too many clues... ........as this has happened.... or happens.....agian and agian... i close my eyes.......to pretend.... ....oh god where to begin.... things never change.... but different in the same... like spring and autumn rains... keep...pounding my brain..... searching for answers..... that are clearly not there... tho once they existed....now poof* thin air.... ....the damage the pain.... then thoughts about everything..... ......going insane....... inside my own brain..... ....self recolection..... reflection..... it pours..... its mine..... its yours...... ......it stung me to the core.... pause rewind........reset.... lets just start again.. agian and again... lets play pretend......we'll win.......... medals with honor... tho so scuffed with shame.... ...but whats in a name... basically a name.... .... thoughts perhaps....cluttered.... along my book shelf... so many titles and titles..... tho none about..... self....
Reason for writing:
werds!!!
gotu luv !
Birth sign: Aries
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