afraid

by cipher - Aries

shhhhhh.....
   please tred quietly....
i dont want or need to hear....
if its only real.....if i make it real.....
   this reality is far too clear....
  invisible....and see through.....
foggy....
invisible again.....
parts of my life long landscape...adjusted by the wind...
behind the blinds the shade grows...oh so very thin...
  
     i sink into my skin....
further....farther....deeper.....
past all the whispered voices...
  ignore the non-sensycal rambles....pretend to not see the creepers..
forget those awful choices....and events....let some happiness ramble.....
  here......my secret place....
    to hide away from everything.......
a re defined recluse......self taught to be distraught...
i tried......I tried.......  just.....a little more than not...
to appease these "normal" people......
co-existance eloquently mis-handled.....
watching "CREEPERS"    CREEPING CREEPILY...
with lights barely as bright as candles....
     eyes shifting rapidly....sullen tired and dry.....knuckles white with pent up tension....
to afraid.....to be afraid......
   to afraid....to ever ever be........ alright....
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2007-08-24 06:24:15
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:07
Poem ID: 71712

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