this self inflicted numbness...
my silent lonely friend...
it seems the end....is merely pretend...
i walk this path alone......
all the bridges ive ever crossed.....
left useless.......burnt to....ashes....
to be traveled on....never again....
am i able to trust a friend...
jaded...the reply in my eyes....
very fulyy realized....
maybe people arent to blame....
just the few i chose.....left my trust un disclosed...
ill never be the same....
a shattered co dependance....heart lay worn and broken....
no sights.....blurred words....
in this world....so far from the top...
this might not ever stop.....
switch off each emotion....
metaphorically flip them off....
so numb......to deaf.....
and almost blind...
to even really bitch....
they say ignorances is bliss....
horray for this....not a smile can cross my face...
so many grins....saying where i begin....are
cast against my face.....
but in this place....i must replace..
a sin with a sin
Reason for writing:
shit
Birth sign: Aries
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