Forgive This Idiot

by Jaired Smokeyday - Aries

Childish life tools I've kept
No matter how far i ran away, there i was
Wildness, Unrealizing, and losing the most
Important person in the world, because

I didin't know how to control it
It controlled me Throughout time
My Behaviour has a dysfuctionl pattern
As if being an idiot is not a crime

Last week I woke up in depression
I held myself up knowing its going to get a fix
Fast, now, in the living seconds as we know it
With my ears to the ground, my head on bricks

Amazingly, I break through
The anger that trapped me before
I release you without hurting others
I just release you for the momment
Then Carry On, ending the rants in my head
The assumptions... The Thought process

I won't give up now
The work is there, tons of it
And in a way
There she is too
No matter how pissed off she is
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2008-01-01 15:11:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:08
Poem ID: 71764

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