you could leave me at a bus stop with fifty dollars in my hand and say goodbye forever to the only half that made you complete and i could see in your eyes that you knew you were taking away my innocence... my sense of security and the tiniest thread of sanity that i had left and i could feel the noose fastening around my neck slowly but surely sucking every piece of miserable life stuck inside me... and i know i wasnt the best daughter and i know i was so introverted i couldnt communicate to tell you that i needed you like a statistical child needed a father and i tried so hard not to let your abandonment affect me negatively i never wanted to be a statistic but your absentee face appeared in dusty cracks and corners begging to be swept under rugs and sofas but you haunted me in every man i laid in bed with in every man i gave myself so freely to with out an ounce of respect for myself and all along you knew my fate on that april afternoon... you let me imprison myself in promiscuity and self abuse and all along i loved you so much put you on a shelf that no one could dust because youre just too pristine to be cleaned i never hated a man so much if you needed a kidney dont call me
Reason for writing:
true story..its shity but whatever
Birth sign: Virgo
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