i transcend mind bend...ing.. personalities...melding perfectly.. into their realities.. a chameleon i guess... not knowing whats best.. i just mold and fold.. always perplexed.. this mind of mine.... is so entwined with undefined.. retorts and whines.. with nothing inside... and everything to hide... i explode when told why... these reasons in time.. dont uncontrol whats behind.. but knowing.....in knwoing youll find... all the answers for these lost questions.. all the hidden treachery..behind each selfless lesson.. keeps me second guessing.. alone in existance...and awlays persistant.. to show i do stand out of the crowd.. tho my voice unheard...always resistant....now left unloud... i tend to bend... but unwilling to lend.. anymore than this...helping hand.. and cant you understand...that i... understand my own masterful plan... instead of staying by my side.. you just...turned....and ran.... to hide.
Reason for writing:
sometimes its hard to find reasons to keep going...i dont want my lfie to be pointless...i dont want to be another run of the mill being on this earth...i want to be surrounded by like minded people....smart people...uniqe gems in this giant pile of shit and coal we call existance...
im losing patience
Birth sign: Aries
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