I lived my life wondering where I belonged, where I fitted best and never once stopped to lend my hand to someone who has it rough. I realize that during this wasted time that I could of prevented further dissapointments if I just dealt with my own issues in a new way of thinking, a new way of actions. I bleed inside to belong with that one person I'm deeply in love with and yet I know it could be just mythical thinking that has me infatuated with these farfetched hopes. If it was a dream, then the fight would still be there. My queen regardless of reality, has never left my thoughts even as I progress without contact. I've obtained the quality that keeps me silent and occupied. Acceptance. I have shoes that can never be replaced or fufilled, and the sweetest part about it is the lessons I learned through pain and never once lost sight of who I am, If anything, I gained for the better and shed the bad traits, exactly how a genuine Knucklehead does it. The road I'm on rains, It storms, It puts me in danger, but I cannot be persuaded to quit, Even if I get denied short of destiny. I'll still walk toward something far greater, and if I stumble, or fall, I'll get back up and keep going, but before the event of my demise, I'll leave my love in full to thouse dearest to me. A thousand yard stare gives me that determined one step a day. I am reassured enough to rest my head at night and let divine intervention give me strength in virtue. I will not lose sleep to personal ignorance, I will not lose any life when I live for thouse I'd die for.
Reason for writing:
I felt like expressing myself among friends at cyberpages.
Birth sign: Aries
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