God help me....

by Beth - Scorpio

there I go again
tumbling feet first into my mouth
pulling memories 
like bone shards
fragmented and buried deeper than.....

you still don't know
how much you move me
the words may fall
jagged, drawing blood
but's it's my own that I bleed. 

I know I should take it all back
I told you too much
when I can't be what we both wish I could be
but it doesn't stop me wishing
doesn't stop me calling moonbeams 
or chasing rabbits down down down

and this all just spits
in spurts
like spasms
nothing flows freely
nothing makes sense except 
for the horrible bone shattering truth

that after all these years, 





I do still love you.
Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2008-07-15 17:42:57
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:10
Poem ID: 71862

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