missing you

by Jaired Smokeyday - Aries

Drama queens equals trauma scenes
I've seen thangz that would have you vomiting
I've lost too many friends for being comedians
On some Die hard shit when men turn bitches
Start bleeding
Now I'm reading obituary's with
My bestfriend in it
Most my childhood friends done finished
-favorite friendships ended
Thinkin' of my losses I've been deeply upset
The man in me left
in the event of starring into death
They say Real men don't cry
But homie I'm missing you
On top that I'm losing everythang and my mind too
critically thinking
Nightmares hitting me from ddrug dealing
and heavy drinking
Then family’s wondering why I’m acting distant
I'd tell you now
And best belive

My Fucking mind is diffrent
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2008-08-13 06:24:22
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:10
Poem ID: 71877

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