i don't know if i'm either lost or found i feel that i am caught suspended within the sounds of your voice echoing in my head i did something i fought strongly against but why?..i do not know i don't feel hollow anymore yet i am not whole,.. incomplete more like it but i accept and carry on a hope lingers in my mind like a man on his final breath a darkened tunnel with a trace of light a parched dessert needing earths' moist delight my heart clings to a hope,...fragile as a mother to a child gentle flowers under the sun sharpened edges, inflicting as much as a papercut i feel neither lost or found but warm knowing you are still around i am conflicted sometimes cold to the spine but always seem to better in a hurry when your presence can be found i am scared of your power that has engulfed me full surrender, full loyalty i am scared not knowing wholly...truly... scared to continue on going,..wanting,.. left in the end yearning,... for you 9/2/08 [h.s.f] & [a.i.d]
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*[a.i.d - poems also fall under the "Alone In the Dark" series.]
Birth sign: Capricorn
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