I don't call you don't call we don't call at all Pregnant silences permeate the air as we have nothing to say I wish I could say I don't care But I do, I do, I say I do I don't know what I mean anymore I know how it hurts, to understand That it's not what it was before I should break it off, I know I should But something stops me before I could And we continue with this stupid dance I look for a way off the floor Another heavy drink I pour but there is none to be found and I can't just say we had fun guess I'll see you around Yah, later, whatever you say I'm trying to understand How my fate came to this All my life I've been looking for it a loving bliss I thought we'd found it. Thought it was real But knowing I couldn't see you again, well, I don't know how I feel. We should end it before the hurt begins And I'm pulling away. I know it, you know it but those words I cannot say. I care very much for you but we're not in love anymore I don't figure I'll ever know how it happened, or why, we're sore. I look through the personals, and don't post a reply though I'd like to be the one they call, I'd rather die Then be the next guy who goes on that long list. There's nothing I can say. No way I could heal this. The decision has been made. But everytime I think I'll call I stop and remember the good times we had. Was only a week. Why couldn't it be? Because I know it really isn't you It's me I'm a loner without a cause, a procrastinator without fear But I can't imagine how you'll react without a blast of fear. We did belong together. Long ago. But that time has passed. Sadly, now, we both know.
Reason for writing:
My Long-distance relationship with a beautiful gurl is going down in flames, and there ain't a damn thing I can do to stop it.
Birth sign: Aries
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