debating.........

by tattooedbeatmessiah - Libra


debating semantics with the monsters of the nite.....



laying next to her,
late at nite, 
after sex,
she's sleeping 
but i am
wide awake,
thinking of you and 
of better times,
before marriage
when i could run free and
stay out all nite,
thinking of the times 
when i smoked three packs a day and
drank until i was sober only to
keep drinking until 
i got drunk again.......

i miss you 
and
i miss those times
especially on 
the nites 
when i can't sleep and
all i can do is
think of you....

here i am,
laying awake tonite,
next to her,
unable to sleep,
5 years without a drink,
6 weeks without a smoke and
in 6 more weeks
my son will turn 4 and


i am missing you.....


is that wrong?



Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2008-10-04 10:10:07
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:11
Poem ID: 71889

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