i have to shut you out. i need to, even though truthfully- i don't want to. but i must. it's soo hard to, it is. to deny how one feels- to change how one thinks. forcefully, instead of willingly. i am truly unprepared, unready, unprotected for this- all this. coming at me like an enraged monsoon, so many worries, all consuming me- from all angles, draining me. but still i manage, we manage. divided amongst myself within. to deal with each woe individually, i have to be different, must be different- for each called for position. no longer one and the same, drifted away he went, here i still remain. me...what is still left of me. 11/4/08 [a.i.d]Birth sign: Capricorn
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