sometimes i wonder... why i keep stumbling into the same corner... the same guilt laden perpetually secluded area in myself.. and i sit afraid to make the next move.... scared things might be just the way i always kinda knew they were... the terryfing undertsanding that i hold within myself... the abilty to self destruct in any situation.. warranted or not...a neurotic mess.... medicated but not sedated enough to ignore the sting of past moments that have shaped me to be the person...here....now and knowing that it all shouldnt matter any fucking way... and i rant......and look for answers anywhere.. everywhere.... and i stumble across...obscure yet similair tales of life.. tribulation...heartbreak.....and hope... and as i dangle on the end of this twine....the shorter my rope.... i breathe.... and within that halfsecond.....it hits me... i need you more than any drug....any posion...or love ive ever known.... you fulfill a void in me....thats been there since before birth... seeded in ancestery...in a bloodline i know nothing about...yet am a product of... the same feeling felt over centuries... these words.....mine and yours ... satisfy everything that tugs at me... and ill always....have all of you in a part of meBirth sign: Aries
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