one step

by Ash - Aquarius

I am beginning to doubt the meaning 
Of quite a few things
I cannot understand where I stood
Last night when I sat in the bathroom
Thinking things over and yet
Not really thinking things
Sat in bed and still could make no sense
Yet I am serene and peaceful
It is making that long journey
With but the road for company so far
Imagining conversations with myself
Or is it true
As it seems so real to me
Some say it could be instinct
Maybe
Trying to figure out the meaning of the vast expanse
It is a scary thought to start
Not very tangible visions so far
The forge is on fire,
I'll make another day,
And another week and another year,
In the end
I managed to close that book for good now
Succeeded with ease finally
To bury what I had to,
Somehow it still makes no sense
In a funny twist,
Someway it seems to be
The same thing matters
All will make sense in due
Until then we just need
To feed the fire.

Reason for writing:

    It will all make sense in the end, until then, I wait.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2009-04-11 05:28:43
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:12
Poem ID: 71963

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