I grew up and didn't want to smile never hesitated to hospitalize a grown man for his liquor and laugh about it like a rotten child I stabbed students from school, I was free and wild seeing my homies cause violence only got me riled We were boyz a few us did time A few of us died Witnessed things at first degree So high starring off into an endless horizon Maybe that’s why I never impressed dad I was his boy till i went to prison than everyone forgot that i existed My memory changed But i was easy to find If anyone where to just drop me a kite Even today it’s so easy to slip up Retrospect times when i really didint give a fuck I was fine, the years long passed seasons are quickest to grasp BUt leaving it is a stand still momment In a trap I hope that theres an end to where i can no longer stand In the quicksand Watching the remorseless hour glass turn me into an older manBirth sign: Aries
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