I am more perplexed than ever these days! Years supposed to bring wisdom, just more and more haze-- All the struggles, the "strength" that came "miraculously" Were burnt down and crushed down "narcissistically" But not by ME! I swear by the stuff of a God or a soul That what has "ruined" me has not been my own toll But the people who found me a target "too easy" Took my empathy, sympathy, and saw it too "breezy" Seriously? ME? Being "chased" so to speak, by those that were weak While I was busting my ass to be someone to speak Of not knowing the price I would pay by these men Who'd chase me,then HATE me because I didn't like them! Why ME? As the efforts to "keep me" in "convenient control" Spouting often their anger, reaffirming their "role" I am now NOTHING I used to be! Still wondering why it happened to me.
Reason for writing:
Shit, stuff, life, love, time, people...and pizza! :)
Birth sign: Pisces
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