Nothing I write is going to be perfect enough / My words won’t B da best for my boo Your life is tough, I know / I just wanted to be there for you Your gentle fears / Are the kind wonders that make me tear I envy the anger and power inside of you / The choices you make Strengthen your life and soul / You are made STRONG. You don’t need love to keep you up / All it’s ever done was dragged you down To me you are some thing special/the watch ticks/haunting my sleep/ the wonderful person you ARE / you taught me so much/ in everything/ you totally rocked my world!/I just couldn’t get enough / I’m crazy for you, too funny… the thought / awkward arrival of your dad /I wonder what he was thinking haha sorry /you comforted me / smiled for me / listened to me/ you helped me be happy /thinking of you makes my bones weak / I miss you so much /why? It’s only been a little while /oh gawd it seems like forever! *Reminiscing Back* Your lips caress my neck/my heart beats faster/I hold you close / this is exactly what I want/my heat aches with EXCITEMEN/you make me feel so shy, but I love it/in your arms I lay /so still and scared to move / to me this is PERFECT / but now you are gone & I am here /I miss your hungry touch / the shivers down my spine / just the way you feel my bare skin /sexual feelings /making love /not SEX. Unknown door opens / I let you in /So easily /So quick Everything felt so right /all I wanted was for you to forever be apart of my life /I FINALLY felt complete.. Normal / I liked YOU….. just you! Seeing you everyday just made me so sure/ do you remember / touching you in your private places / ugh you don’t understand / cause I am here & you are there / It makes me so WEAK, so mad /I just want to feel the connection again / please forgive me / I hurt you / I know I have / I always take ADVANTAGE of the wrong people / FOR THIS I don’t deserve you.. But I hate it when you are gone / what do I say? / what can I say? / when you walk past me like I’m no one / my eyes looked over / all I did was stare / thinking “he is here with me yet he doesn’t even care” / I sit here alone / waiting for your call / hungry to hear you voice… (no connection / never will be / I wont allow it / you disgust me / my feeling for you / are no longer there / as if I never knew you EVER / you are no one special / you make me sick / now you are easily replaced) *ouch* times that by ten / NOW I feel so angry, so hurt / how could you be that way? / you don’t even know.. / I know I screwed it up / but what could I have done / should I of acted sooner /I wish I could take back what I did /I DO/ I would have been happy / I feel so phony / I fake a smile / blow away all my tears / you blocked my thoughts / I can’t do this anymore / where will I go / will I be found / it’s so sad, but HE DESERVES the BEST! Now what do I have? Man.. I miss you so much! / your touch / your VOICE/ your smile / your heart / your love / your kisses / plus your hugs / damn change your mind & come back.. I miss you so much! What I did was right / what I did was wrong / its all different / you made it the same way / MY ONE, I was so SURE of / It Hurts! It doesn’t even matter to you /you wouldn’t have said sorry / for something you wanted! Now my heart AcheS with something else / my pen runs out on this TOPIC / I don’t love you / hold me / I’M SORRY…..
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Birth sign: Aquarius
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