voiceless shout

by Ash - Aquarius

Boxes stacked one over each other
I stand and watch as I hesitate
And try to make sense of what happened
So quickly and not
A strange fear surrounds me
An out of body experience
I come out and stare at me own 
And sweep past the carpet, door and room
And I rise two storeys high
Saw the white one on my way
Matters not really
I roam around the dead space
Pondering again on what was sent
With what was received
I think I know the answer but not sure
Still myself but scabs all over
If I scratch it bleeds ?
Some leave strange marks with dots
Is it new visions or touch of existing
I cannot answer this one
No-one says anything yet
I feel the heaviness of breathing
All so far I worshipped the difference 
Only to realise 
Different is what I am now
And what I was 
Was common
A moment I dared touch
That agar wall
I was warped 
In a negative zone
Of my own anhiliation
Out of nothingness
I need to try
Once more to
Find the way.
Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2009-07-05 08:47:19
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:13
Poem ID: 72017

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