Lately

by Twan - Aries

Sweetheart, there you are
Standing prettily next to someone's car
Smiling, those blue eyes flashing hotly in that pretty face
A fem body swathed in cotton and lace
Lately I've thought more of you then I ever did before
Only because I thought we had more
The night descended and we loved and we lost
We seem to pay no attention to streets and barriers we cross
In the night I hear you call, the sexy way you say my name
I've fallen in love with plenty since, but you were my first flame.

We were friends, remained so, though we both knew how we felt
Once you flashed me, but I didn't you because I wore a belt
Falling toward the water I awake bathed in sweat
For I'm amazingly happy that we came together, hell even that we met
Cubic inches in my head are taken up by sand
He's too pretty to be a boy, don't say he's a man!
My baby luv, though we never acted because I knew what would go down
But I expected that whenever you called me, I'd be around.

My dearest, prettiest boy who made a beautiful girl
left me, left you, and this entire fucking world
Emptiness yawns vastly below and I fall silently toward the ground
Nothing prepared me for life without you and your mound.

There are no words I can say to seal this hole 
that ripped open when I heard
And anything I could have said
couldn't be expressed in words
When I said that I love you I meant that I love you forever
But now there won't be any chance that you'll return it. Never.

Lately I think about your smile
and realize that I was so lucky to have known you
how unfortunate that I loved you so much
Yet I don't think I'd ever shown you.

Stay in my thoughts, kid
For you're way out there past Mars.
come back past Mercury and Venus
And you'll always be one of my stars.
Always and forever, my beautiful, beautiful darling.

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Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2009-08-07 01:03:59
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:13
Poem ID: 72032

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