its been so long since i've admited it the feelings i have scare my family and friends. when you love some one that love is endless it doesnt become unconditional..it is unconditional from the moment you feel it. theres a man in my heart and in my dreams, he's not the same man that i lay with. forgeting is impossible its something i've tried to do for five years now. i can feel pain when i'm not injured,his pain. i cry when i'm not sad i've been told its due to that man. his name is illigal in my family to say it to my father would be my end. how do you forget what your heart constintly reminds you of. where is he? why do i keep running to him when hundreds of men are reaching for me? he doesnt love me so i should move on but when i try...the pain gets stronger. its been so long since i've said it those three simple words that could land me in the streets if my father heard. i love you the on in my dreams the one in my heart i'm here till the end no matter who may lay next to me, i will always long to be in your arms.Birth sign: Gemini
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