running wild

by allycat - Gemini

wild clouds dark and fast like a heard of wild horses
how i wish it were me, running free.
family got me locked down 
protect this 
destroy this
what have they done to me
what have i let them do!

i'm a monster now
i except proposals from men sent my way
they pray they'll be my mate 
in my mind theres only one who could ever take me away
from this misery 
this hostile enviroment where i seem to be misplaced at.

this isnt me 
i'm not like this 
the fault is half n half
i take my part of the blame
i'll face it like a woman
things have to change or my demise will come soon.

every time i fall asleep i see a face with hand reached out twards me

catch me quick before i hit rock bottom.

i'm running wild no shame no blame just running.

Reason for writing:

    theres so much going on ..so many things being thrown in my face about my past and my fams past, i just feel like running as fast as i can to any where but here    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2009-08-18 21:06:08
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:47:13
Poem ID: 72047

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