caffeine & nicotine and a 3am cough that won't quit even though i've been meaning to... i use these things as comfort, thinking Kona and smoke rings will ease the pain of missing you a past full of beginnings with no end so i go clean stand clear free falling the addiction of those dear bad habits, that have held my attention for so long then out of nowhere, or that corner of my mind the one that holds you whispers of a different time and you were mine where'd you go? my crutch, my friend long time foe that i can't seem to let go of God, i miss You and i break, back to the caffeine & nicotine till 3am, while the lights dim i'm abreast, beautiful breath while the hot liquid slides compulsive compassion cries, (and my sin SCREAMS) just try and let me go!!! because i still miss you so
Reason for writing:
missing someone something awful some-days :(
Birth sign: Aries
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