Everything is not as it seems, 'Cause if it was I won't feel like this. Breaking everything down, Trying to get through to you, Has been such a challenge - just for me. I try to see through everything. Apprehend all the misconceptions. Trying hard to stay believing - in you. I fear in losing this battle with myself. Why do I feel like I need to get away? Your moving to fast for me to keep up. Please forgive me, I'm tired. Seeing that look in your eyes and wishing it was never there. I wish I didn't choke on the words I want to say to you. I'll just simply hide them away with a smile - over again. I've been trying to change my mind. I have a lot to say but so little time. Trust me the words are in my mind, I won't soon forget them. Forgive me. I'm tired of trying. Your teasing isn't enough. Kind of fed up of biding your time. When I don't get nothing back. Boy, I'm just tired. You go while I stay behind, I've been looking up and inside down and outside. Truth is; I'm waiting. For you, to charm me all over again, But I doubt it.
Reason for writing:
Dont worry I'll soon forget you. My baby boy is all I need !
Birth sign: Cancer
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